Je T'aiime Sii Fort !!
Greyness and Despair. The city consists only of that. The sadness crosses streets as a snake in search of its fate.Sneak. Every
Month, it is the similar. I do not want to come but my steps lead me there as if they had an clean will. I can make nothing against this strength which brings me here. Because this strength made left my life. Draw an outline from which the face escapes me and which nevertheless makes left integral of my existence. A
memory which frays in time but which I cannot line from my
memory.
Every
Month it is the similar, return in
past. I hate cemeteries. They suppress me. Everything is grey, subjected to the bad weather. Widows, mothers, children come to dust the marble plates which separate them from their deceaseds. Remove dead leaves, replace plastic flowers, replace muds and funeral patches. By seeing them, I always hesitate to roar or sketch an indulgent
smile.
That's it, I am there. The big plate of black granite always shocks me so much but the worst, it is to see the name and the photo of the one who was my best friend. A
photo where he
smiles, in more. The face returns to me, its laughter resounds in my ears. It is unpleasant because I have to come here to remember it.
Return in the gate. I
always wondered why cemeteries had a door and walls. They are not going to go away the deaths. That exceeds me. We pay people to build
prisons for the deaths and during this time, professional swindlers stroll freely.
Bah !! I am not going to complain
Goodbye, dear friend. We see again each other next month, the same day, the same hour, even held, the same flowers.Que Dieu Aiie Ton âme